I have realized now more than ever how much i compare myself to my Brothers and sister. How different we all are and how i really feel like I got the shit end of the stick with so much. I love them all and really you never realized how much you think you'll miss them until they move far away. You see they can all draw and have really strong wills and well I am the one with hardly any talent at all. Amazing how 2 people can have 4 kids together and yet they are all so very different.
In thinking about all of this I look at all of my kids and really think to myself (build them all up and make sure they all know how wonderful they are) Now isn't that what you do as a parent. Well everyday is a challenge. My 7 year old just days ago got a referral i didn't ever know they gave those in elementary. His language skills are a little on the not so good side. He told a little girl that kicked him "F" you. You never really realize how much kids need a really good Male Role Model around. How do you punish that. I am such a damn softy. And everyone knows how not consistent I am Go figure.
Although I am very stoked that BasketBall is all over finally. It has been so hard for me physically trying to do all of that. I love my kids and we are so sticking to one sport a year for know. Its just that the last two weeks have been hell on my body it keeps telling me to slow down and i just can't. But having my Surgery sure has helped me realize how much I need to take care of myself.
Back to Basketball Isac's team this year rocked they won all but 2 of their games and he has totally improved on his skills and not double dribbling. Although breaking his thumb helped with that one. Moses my Skill man, he himself was amazing. Really improved and played like a champ. He made so many baskets I sure am proud of both my boys. They started Cheer leading for girls this year and well I asked my girls if they wanted to do that next year and to my surprise Anya wants to play ball and my baby wants to be a cheer leader. I would have so thought it would have been the other way around. Like I said 2 people having 4 kids and wow are all 4 of mine completely different.
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